I know that what I feel for Felix is out of the question.

My mind wanders as he holds me, kissing me more roughly than normal. I need to focus on why I am here. This man, he has secrets and I MUST get to the bottom of them! As our time here has gone on, I have felt more and more that there is something which holds Felix in it's grasp - but I am not sure, yet.

My duty is to watch him, but my heart is getting in the way. Oh, please give me the strength I need to see this task through!!
I give in to the kisses, my mind goes blank and all I want is more...Help Me!