Spiritual truth is an experience. When you think to much, and try to solve the mysteries intellectualy, you can block out real knowlege from ever getting to you because you shut down your capacity for creative intuition. Life, existence_ is the great teacher, the great initiator. There is a perfect answere for every question. Just open your mind to it, and it will come.

Very hard choices come to us unbidden. This is the real test. For me, one life is more than enough. We are all here to get out of here. We all meet our very own self in others. Most of the time we learn the real lessons the hard way, and it is not easy.

The lesson is, love or suffer, love or die. It is not personal love that I reffer to, it is love in a higher octive. The personal self seeks to be loved, the higher self seeks to give love. Unconditional love is the only way to get through this. Every blessed soul who ever made the assent is with you all time in every step of the way.