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August 17 , 2008
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What a beautiful tour of the Chinese Gardens! I think
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Posted at 06:00 EST
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I'll need another get away home soon. A little work on my Egypt residence first. My son wants to go to China becasue they are very relaxed about using stem cell research to try to cure major illnesses such as his muscular dystrophy. It would be a dream come true to see all those wonderful gardens and beautiful architecture first hand. But thank you for the pics and videos-Next best thing to being there! |
August 12 , 2008
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Reading The article Cailiadair suggested, I can't comment
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Posted at 12:00 EST
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because I'm not in the group, but it was very informative Caily. I learned a lot from it. |
July 25 , 2008
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I guess I was a llittle worked up yesterday. Overtired too.
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Posted at 22:00 EST
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But I can only bite my tongue for so long. After the false run to the hospital for the birth of my 5th grandchild and my idiot boyfriend thinking he can start walking on me again I was fit to be tied. He is tip-toeing around me today. I went to bed a 7 a.m. today and got up at three. Hopefully she won't start getting contractions again tonight. But I feel pretty good right now so I thought I'd see whats happening at AW tonight. |
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I spent yesterday picking out B-Days presents
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Posted at 07:00 EST
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had about 15 people for an improptue little cake and pastry. on him to for yesterday.
He never bought a card or helped in any was-he in bed all day with too many complaints for mostof them not to be largely induced by lazyness. His daughter (34) came over with a present from his three young grandchildren Who have never know of any other "na Na:
This was his idea and I got backdoored on every thing from leaning on him to participate and help pick up our 5 grandchildrens mess. this time he said that Iwas just being nice to let him feel guilty. I got home at 7:00 and at ten my step daughter called to say that her new bay was on the way. So, at least I was still dressed. By 200 AM they decided that she should go home.
My granddaughter from my own daughter is 3 and the others were 5 8 12. My house got destroyed and that man stayed in bed all day not even picking up some his own kids stuff, I felt great waking him. up at 12 last night to go to the hospital and then have it be a false alarm. He just sucks lately. I just may have to throw him out again and keep it that way. The critisizing is non-stop and I think he needs more lithium for the bi-polar. Everyone is mad at him because they wee right in the thick of it and saw how many mean things he had to say to me
Ya today hes sorry, but has he done anything to make my life easier since he slept all day in this pig sty
not even the trash.I havn't slept las night and I could be back in the hospital any time now. He is just unmangable and I am mentally divorcing him (little does he know)
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o nine hours of a jacked pack
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June 10 , 2008
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YIPPEE! We got an electric scooter today!
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Posted at 11:00 EST
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I guess my sister found it on the Craigs list and Scott just saw it for the first time today. His cousin brought it over and we managed to get Scott down the stairs to try it out. Next thing I knew they were heading for McDonalds for breakfast. I'm not used to being alone in my house. Watching him reminded me of his first steps when he was a baby. I'm nervous because of traffic, but his older cousin is with him.
You should have seen the look on his face when he realized he could get himself over there. Delight! |
May 20 , 2008
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Sunday was a good day-but today was the worst
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Posted at 23:00 EST
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When Scott woke up this morning after I had come in from apt. hunting, he came out to the parlor, then sat on the couch and started crying really bad. Of course I went over and hugged him and he talked about dreaming he could walk and run again. He said he hates living like this. I tried everything in the book to help him see past the moment and he finally calmed down. So I went to do a few things around the house and when I asked him what he wanted to eat he told me he was on a food strike until he could get some of the experimental drugs he has been hearing about. He was quite angry and it was directed at me. I got angry also and told him that wouldn't solve anything. But he is stubborn and didn't eat anything today.
I'm calling his docs.tomorrow. They might as well get used to hearing from me because I can't handle this all by myself.
If I just had a few thousand dollars I could change our living arrangements to a first floor apt and his electric wheelchair is in the works. Between looking for appropriate living conditions, the volunteering for MDA and all the specialist, well its getting to me. I'm ok when scott is but right now I think he is remembering the Charles River walk and seeing all the kids playing in the grass and running around and for all the positive involved in helping MDA I guess the day had it's drawbacks too.
I'll say a very intense prayer tonight. Oh Well... |
March 12 , 2008
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I saw that cowboy post too, in the middle of the nite
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Posted at 11:00 EST
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and it was funny. Made me curious so I checked out a little bit about Rome. I have a personna there, Mesalia Maximus, but I havn't used her because I don't know much about Rome or Latin. Maybe if I do enough reading I'll develop her and her homesite. |
February 16 , 2008
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Wish I were more involved at this time.
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Posted at 00:00 EST
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I started reading articles again. That generally puts me in the "space" I need to be in. I'm going to re-up on my subscription tomorrow. Waiting for a windfall of good fortune so I can move this family to a first floor apt. |
February 5 , 2008
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Re: 9 lives The Cat flap A comment
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Posted at 16:00 EST
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Dont have much room for another group or much time either. Sorry to hear about losing your kitty. I had to go to my home page and make sure mine was still there. I'm attached too. Stop by and have a peek. She's at the top of the page. |
January 1 , 2008
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My daughter is coming to pick up my 3 yr old grandaughter
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Posted at 16:00 EST
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I've had her since yesterday at 1:00 pm. If I have to listen to Barney one more time ill rip my hair out of my head. I'm counting the minutes. My daughter is from my first marriage. She's 27. And they have women having babies at 60? They should be psychiatrically evaluated and monitored by home help. I'm 50 and this is all I can take.
I just wanted her to recover from her hangover before she took charge of the little one. I told her aspirin and Vitamin B and hurry cause Im taking some myself! |
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