My own Dreams

* Victoria Aedui

My own Dreams

a journal of my dream log

January 23 , 2006

Dream Free!

Posted at 14:00 EST

Finally, 3 days without nightmares! Oh. and I got the Promotion at work. I guess the long nights competely exhaust me and by the time myhead hits the pillow I sleep so hard, theres either no time for dreams or I just can't remember them. Either way, the nightmares are subsiding for now. Hurray!

January 16 , 2006

Tired and Depressed

Posted at 23:00 EST

Im so tired and depressed. Usually, the cup is always half full for me...but lately I feel like I have set my cup down somewhere and can't remember what I did with it, and am just certain it's been spilled. The last month I have had nothing but bad dreams every night. I'm restless and over tired when I wake up for work. Speaking of work, I'm troubled by it. It's a lose lose situation for me. I'm sick to my stomach over the whole thing. I have not yet broke down and cried, but I am definitly on the verge. I keep trying to think positive, but that seems impossible when I am surrounded by negative people. I feel like I am on a downward shame spiral with no way out. If I could only get in a decent nights sleep, heal myself physically. no more strep throat, migraines, or swollen foot.. and be then maybe be surrounded at work by good fun people for just a week, I know I could get back on track.

July 27 , 2004

Nightmares

Posted at 09:00 EST

Why do they exsist? Last night I had a very scary dream. I dreampt I was in London, and when went to this hotel, It was a party.I attended a meeting of some sort, where we were going to elect a new president. The main guest speaker was late. he finally arrived and he made me soup.I left to go to the bathroom,and All of a sudden i found myself running through this long white hall, trying to escape from an un human being trying to chase me. I went into a bathroom, and there he was. He looked nice, so I trusted him. But he bit me and i could feel myself sliding to the floor, drained. I barely had enough energy to ge help. My friend, shannon, walked by the door and i opened it up and pulled her in. She lured the alienbeast in the bathroom and I remember that as I pulled out a knife, he looked human in his face. I had to muster up the courage to kill him, even though I wasnt sure if it was him or if we had the wrong person.
I rememebr stabbing his neck over and over, blood oozing. Then I turned him over to see if his facial features had changed back to alien. But they did not. There stood staring at me, helpless human eyes. Did I kill the right person? I took one final stab at his jugular, and threw him off of me. My friend and i escaped out the bathroom window, and then I woke in a sweat.

February 19 , 2004

This has nothing to do with Dreams

Posted at 11:00 EST

I thought i would list it here anyway, just because i can. And because Noxy told me to!

'Tis a bandana doing the job today ARIES Drinking style Impulsive Aries people like to party and sometimes don't know when to call it a night. Their competitive streak makes them prone to closing-time shot contests. They're sloppy, fun drunks, and they get mighty flirty after a couple tipples. Getting Aries people drunk is a good way to get what you want out of them, should other methods fail. Aries can become bellicose when blotto, but they will assume that whatever happened should be forgiven (if not forgotten) by sunrise. They can be counte! d on to do the same for you -- so long as you haven't gone and done anything really horrible to them last night, you sneaky Gemini. Trademark cocktails Aries, born under the hot-stuff planet Mars, is the ruler of spicy food and red things -- and for balance, astrologers recommend they eat tomatoes, onions, olives and greens. That's right, Aries, you were born under the sign of the bloody Mary. Aries also rules grapefruit, and they've been known to kick back a salty dog and a sea breeze or two. For extreme hotcha, try a concoction with cinnamon liqueur in it. Drinking buddies Marlon Brando, Lawrence Ferlinghetti, Sarah Michelle Gellar, Al Gore, Thomas Jefferson, Elton John, Eric McCormack, Rosie O'Donnell, Sarah Jessica Parker, Reese Witherspoon

I sany of this true? well i do like to gossip when im taking shots. I do love my cinamon liquer, SHLAGER OF COURSE! and tomatoes and peppers..mmmmmm! Toataly me. The only thing i cant figure out is that they say my drinking buddy is ELTON JOHN!..get real, people!!

October 19 , 2003

The hair cut

Posted at 12:10 EST

Last night I dreampt I needed a haircut. I waslked downtown with a friend of mine and when I entered she said the cut would cost 50 bucks.
At first I said yes,
then she repeated herself and I reconsidered and said,"nah, i dont want one, Thanks." The stylist was rude, and had no desire to cut my hair.
The people I was with, were laughing because I had waited an hour or so to geta cut, and now, I waited for nothing.

I am pretty certain this has to do with a situation that happened last night at work. I told some kid to jump over the office wall, because i locked myself out. COde red came storming through and yelled at him in front of everyone.
Then she came barging her fat butt into my office and while I was on the phone, she yelled at me for telling him to do so.
I admit that it probably was not the "profesional" thing to do, but little does she know, we have been doing that for 8 years! There are a lot of sneaky lil things we do, that upper managment doesnt know about. I guess my dream was just a different inter[retation of this paticular incident.

October 17 , 2003

Kurblick Atrebas

Posted at 21:08 EST

Last Night I had a dream about Kurblick Atrebas. I was walking around in this Virtual Rome place, Kinda like this one QuintusCinna showed me one time.
And I saw him there, He was questioning me like the third degree. I felt kinda puzzled and out of place. I turned down this Hallway and Amleth was there.
I asked him how the hell do I get out of this place.

Thats about all I can remember.
Strange. I don't think I have ever grammed Kurblick. And Why the heck would I dream about Amleth?
very odd.

October 16 , 2003

RED riding hood

Posted at 01:35 EST

I dreampt last night about this little girl. she was sitting on a stool and i was yelling at her. She was wearing a red dress.
thats all i remember.

September 22 , 2003

Vortigerns Dream

Posted at 16:35 EST

Today Vortigern said, hey I had a really wierd dream last night. What do you think this means:

"I was in this out house and as I was taking a shit, I saw this snake that was slithering back and forth through the channel where all the poop filters through.It was a huge ass snake . I mean so Huge and it was wierd. what do you think that means Vic?"

I said to Vort: " Well, off the top of my head? Snakes represent either sneakyness or the male sexdrive. And dreaming of poop is a sure interpretaion that you feel like your in deep shit for something. Perhaps your guilty, Vort."

He just laughed at my ridiculous attemot to Psychoanalize him. Then he replied in a hearty laugh:

"Nah..I just think it was about my manhood wanting to enter through your back door, if you know what I mean."

GOD! what a SICKO!...damnitt Vort, get your dreams outta the shitter will ya?

September 8 , 2003

The Male Bear

Posted at 11:46 EST

I was with my sister in law, who by nature is an animal lover. She told me she had a baby bear in her back yard. I was afraid to go see it, as..I am afraid of bears!
She assured me that the mama bear was calm and would not attack us.
as we walked out in the back yar, wich was fenced with 10ft chainling, and trees overgrowing the sides, I saw the lil cub.

The mother was in the distance. I said to Tiffany "Are you sure its safe" she said "Oh yeah, the mom is areal friendly"
then all of a sudden the mother came wollowing towards us..Tiff told me to just stay calm. THEN...
a big giant MALE bear came running towards us. Tiff said "he must have jumoed the fence..turn your back slowly and walk fast!"

we picked up the pace, and the whole time I could feel him coming up on us.
It wasnt but moments and he passed us , stood in front of us and roared.
I was horribly frightned, then i woke up.

September 2 , 2003

Lil' Native American Girl

Posted at 01:18 EST

I had made mention of being scared of spirits, and thought perhaps i had seen many when i was young. Today a friend said:

Of course your people are fully in tune with the sprit world. You should be proud of the gift you have do not fear it accept it. Then it will no longer scare you.

~Michael Servilius~

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