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Astrological me

I am an Aquarius (yes I have eclectic friends and talk with everybody). My ascendant is in Cancer and my moon is in Aries. Mars, Uranus, and Pluto are retrograde in Virgo, my third house. In the Chinese horoscope I am a wood snake. In Vedic astrology my ascendant is Cancer, my sun Capricorn, and my moon Pisces. (more extensive astro stuff on me below this brief introduction so as not to completely bore those not interested.)

All of this means I think out loud, appear to be controlled, but my emotions run deep and I hurt very easily-more than people know. I too easily soak in other people's emotions.

Outside I show strength and control. Inside I have about 6 different kinds of passion looking for a way to express itself. My heart and my head have constant conflicts. I can easily be moved to trears- something that seems to have developed in the past few years. I adore wit and humor. I don't giggle, I don't lie, and I say exactly what I mean.
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Astrological me in depth

In relationships

She is the best friend in the worst of times, altruistic, eccentric, and very open minded. Her tendency to be best friend and a buddy often keep her from seeing a prospective romance. She rarely lets her guard down, not wanting even those closest to her to see her down and depressed. She hides her doubts and insecurities more than most. She is so busy caring for everyone else that she forgets about herself. She is impatient, hungry and needy for affection and attention that will feed and touch the innermost feelings that she neglects, because she is so good at detaching herself, she forgets sometimes how to be involved with herself. A lover who can teach her to put the analyzing aside will tap into a torrent of emotion waiting to be released. The ideal soul mate is an Einstein with lots of soul.

When in love, she is together, whole and balanced. A slow, yet smoldering, courtship is what she loves. She is determined to win, so the preliminaries could go on for as long as possible. Once love is in the air, she proves herself as a devoted lover, protective of the object of her affections, unusually helpful and sympathetic. She feels most things more strongly than others, and her hurt runs very deeply when wronged. She is the perfect lover for one seeking pampering and seduction. Charm, magnetism, and nurturing are qualities which are most alluring. She loves to feel secure, so a lover who remembers birthdays and other special days, or simply pops a bottle of champagne for no special reason, will be rewarded with tenderness and affection. She may test a lover with occasional bouts of jealousy but this only surfaces when she needs a stronger emotional response. Her ideal soul mate can spoon on the couch and watch TV all night long.

Fears

Intimacy and vulnerability are her greatest fears. She fears exposing her true self. When she is hiding her true self, she detaches and begins to 'compute.' She will take a low key and ultra-reasonable, controlled tone and posture to diffuse the emotion she fears expressing. She will appear calm, cool, collected, and unruffled, but inside she is screaming 'I?m vulnerable.' This is why she is most likely to be loose, friendly and seem at ease with lots of people around-but in a one-on-one situation, she can panic and feel out of control. Her fears say 'They'll find out I'm not perfect. I might be criticized. They might leave me. They'll see I am scared.'

Needs

She needs a lover who can make vulnerability safe; where she can feel and trust. She needs a man who does not hold rigid judgments and expectations, but is tolerant, warm and responsive; an intellectual who also is curious and excited about ideas and enjoys discussing them.

She needs someone who is honest. She cannot tolerate lying and can instinctively sense betrayal. An honest love and lover is what she needs, for it is in this safe environment that she can best create a warm environment and indulge her nurturing instincts.

If she can feel secure her love can soar to the stratosphere. She sees partners as friends first, looking for honesty and trust. But underneath, she is a romantic, just waiting to be released. She has an excellent instinct for which partner will serve her well and once she hones in it's a laser beam shot.

She is exceptionally intuitive and can generally sense what her lover wants. The one who can appeal to her deep need for security is likely to unleash a volcanic eruption of sensual treats. %b %cb

Sensuality

She sees mental stimulation as being just as important as physical stimulation and will tease you until you're ready to explode and then move on to a different area to awaken and start all over again. An offbeat and zany romantic who sees mental gymnastics as only half the fun, since her mind also has a great facility for creative and imaginative play. A partner who appreciates her quirks is the best bet. She will keep some secrets just that, a lover who can gently draw them out will create a romantic dance that goes on and on and on.

She approaches the game of love slowly, methodically and deliberately; playing the game of love is fun in and of itself and should not be rushed. While falling in love, she can fill myriad roles for a lover, thanks to their keen mental energy and boundless commitment to a good cause. Conversely, a lover who won't play along will meet an immovable object.

She tends to approach sex via the mind. If she can share and discuss her thoughts with her lover matters in bed will be greatly enhanced. Her natural curiosity will also lead her to experiment with creative play between the sheets, so watch out! A delicious mystery lurks beneath the surface of these often-controlled souls, and the lover who can call their bluff is in for a wild ride. The issue of mind vs. body, and which is more important, is a constant duality. A lover who can convince her of the pleasure principle will set this sexual being free.

An open-minded and flexible person, one willing to explore boundless horizons, will also help her reach new heights. A lover who exhibits warmth and understanding can fill a key void in her life, and if her lover can also embrace the beauty of sharing, the relationship could go very far.

As a lover, she is unconventional yet innovative. Her partner's cup runneth over when they are in the company of this passionate and committed soul if they can meet her needs. The mental fireworks which will surely ensue are a sight to behold!

Gentle, tender probing can soon turn to heightened passion, and few will be able to resist. Romance here often involves a beautifully prepared meal, since she has an innate feel for the comforts of home and the joys they can bring. This love of physical and emotional well-being is a duty which a partner must help to fulfill. If this isn't achieved she might retreat into her shell. When these needs are met, she can make her lover feel like the center of the universe, and they might feel the same way themselves.

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